Found a new way

I have started a new career.Dont know where it will lead to.Sometimes I feel I am going motive less OR going nowhere..One day I enjoy my work and on anther day feel wasting my talents,wasting my time and doing nothing.KK and dad feels seems hurt from me but they regret what they have done with me.In their view of angle i have spoiled everybody's life.But I know all it was not in my hand.i never intend to hurt or ruin anybody.It just happened with the flow of life.Everyday I prey for their peace and wealth.I am always a family man.I never wish to spoil relation with anybody but they gave me a lable of "valia".God plz help me to fight all these circumtances and get my respect back.If I get a chance I will give them back all the joys of life.Plz get me out of this depressive feeling and help me achieve all the heights of life.

Hope I can find some more ways to earn fame and fortune..GOD be with me always..

Apani marzee se...

My personal diary..
Its really true..Zindagi se badi saza hi nahin..Aur kya jurm hai pata hi nahin..feelin really very hurt. Why our own people,relatives,near n dear keep on hurting me.Insults me?Seems they ll never ever undrstand my feelings..Dont know where my life is leading towards..Atleast I found a place where I can express my felings...